giving up

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i don't know why but i think this picture is so sweet.

even my friends agreed with this statement.

they look so compatible together.

they are very cute right?

can be the next WGM couple.

hihihi >_<

just think about it

kyunur couple..

awwww~

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my friend said i deserve better. she said i have to take care of my heart

i'm trying very hard right now.

seriously..

okay i don't want to sound desperado here

so i'd take a stand,

i'll quit

i'll give more chance to myself

i'll not restrict myself

i'll find somebody else worth it

the one that will accept me

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(distraction1 : cf about Bieber boy)

oh justin bieber, baby you are so sweet..

i wish i'm younger so that it'll not be too embarrassing

fangirling head over heal for you hehe

=DD

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so i made my decision,

i'll clear up my mind, build some barrier

for this 'so called' feeling..

so that we can be normal friends

but not strangers,

and live happily :)

since you already found someone..

i too will start looking hehe

dont worry, i'll be fine..

i'd made my mind, remember? :D

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ayah give me a brilliant idea about writing.

this is his example of story:

a girl, say a teenage girl age maybe 12 or 13

(base on my truth story handling my sister..and myself of course)

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np: Super Junior K.R.Y - Fly

(distraction2)

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so the idea is, write about what this teenage feel, face, and etc..

in a fun n interesting way.

targeted readers: around that age also..

hihi

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i love the idea, but the fact that i'm not a writer

bugged me.

i feel this very interesting..

okay i tell you what,

what if i give it a try?

:)

sounds good!

i dont know..............what do you think?

i'm a boring person,, am i? hurm..lame~

• u know what people..nothing is special about reading my blog :(
• i mean..look at all of u,, u sure did hv a lot to write in ur blog..all which has been beautifully written by the creative u..
• all ur great stories, experients, feelings, they are brilliant!
• me? i dont even hv the story to write so how am i supposed to write creatively?
• my life is dull n boring..the colours came rarely..
• ohh...i feel bad :(
• i do hv stories..but i think, they shouldnt be posted at blog..they are far too what we call it..personal..yeah..
• i think only certain people can know about that..
• and some of them..i'd like to keep it as my pretty little secret~
• or
• should i write them here?

• what if people dont want to know about them?
• huh??
• huh???
• huhhh???
• i dont care!
• this is my blog! i hv the right!
• ok..ok..so now i'm making this a big deal..mybe i'm just not into blogging to cry my lungs out..but i really think i hv to write more..
• because this blog:
• look dead!
• not real!
• lame!
• ohh.. simply pathetic!
• do i hv a choice?
• ahhh!..this sounds stupid..i actually hv a lot more to write
• thats for sure :)
• but i just.. mybe i dont like to publish it in blog..
• so whats the use of this blog?
• or
• i'm just too lazy?
• ohh..i'm confused..
• is it because i'm locked in this house too long?
• help me people! help me! i'm crapping over here!
• lame~
• i'm totally insane.. i lost my insanity!
• ohh..what am i going to do?!

Note : ainur in this blog is not the real ainur..she is lost in her house and cant be found forever..

probably because she is trapped in her house..

she lost her mind because her tv exploded during the manu vs chelsea match n

this lead to the lack of phineas n ferb's show that she usually watch everyday at 9 a.m.

and actually.. SHE IS FREAKIN BORED!!

nak tgok tv laa!! huu~ :'(

astaghfirullahalazim...this is all ridiculous!

sorry people..

i hv to stop now..this is going mad~

take care :)