last nyte,, i watched SEPI,, it was a very nice movie,, i cried horribly ...
yeah,, its a 'cerite lme' ,, kaksu rcomend me to watch it
cerite-cerite sedih yg patut ditengok!
-> sepi, cinta, pensil, n lots more shes been promoting to me..
how kabir bakhtiar plan the story is awesome and how the pelakons act were spectacular! the best actor is of course afdlin shauki :)
my favourite story between dat 3 story is iman's story..although baizura kahar's acting is not really good,, but i found her story is really near to me..
overall,, good movie it was,, imagine if i watched it at cinema~
hhmm..totally a blew!! :D
i dreamt of him this morning...see, i slept late last night, so i'm very sleepy this morning..so when they all(ayah, ibu, alya) had gone to work n school,, i fell asleep again...
it was only from 8-9 a.m sleep..a 1 hour sleep..but when i woke up..i feel like i was sleeping for ages! like it was part of my life...the missing part of it..
in my dream me n him(only elly n christina knows him) met in this one wedding of our friend..he never notice me before..never! i think..(it was a secret crush..i like him from the first day i saw him..) but at dat wedding,, we keep on meeting eyes n it feels different..and real..like he was also feeling the same feeling i felt..and it really feel so real..
so when the wedding was over, i was on my way to my car (already dreaming of getting my license..)when suddenly he called me..
''ainur!! ainur kn? erm..kte satu klas kn? u look pretty today.." i just nervously nod,,shyly smile~~ :)
the fact that he was standing there, talking to me was a real blow to me..what more,, he said i'm pretty?? is it true?? although it was just a dream..i can feel my cheeks hot ,blushing...as far as i know..in dat dream..i was just like me in this real world..still big,not slim, still wearing a tudung, my real self..
he ask me to join him for a minum-minum anywhere near,, suddenly i'm so scared..mybe it was just a betting his friends and him are plying around..but his face is genuinely honest, i cant stop myself from saying 'ok' ..(i thought it was a great desicion since i will never get that chance in the real world)
during dat minum-minum moment,,he told me this shocking statement..i remembered it clearly..masih terngiang-ngiang lg tau!
"i tau u mybe terkejut kn i tbe2 dtg kat u td, tbe2 ajak gi minum, hhmm..i pon xtau..actually..i dah lame suke kat u..u comell sgt..n baik..but i dont know how to bgtau dis thing to u..u know n u see..i'm not a very good guy..u seems so nice..i tkut u x trime i..tp ble tgok lynn dgn alias bahagie td..i x bole tahan diri i..i tkut u pegi kat org lain..will u marry me ainur..please..dont say no.."
my tears run down my cheeks..i cant believe it..it almost feel like real..almost..n suddenly the scene changed..
with 'cinta antara kita' song being the background music of dat scene..we were having a sweet moment together..walking at the park, eating together, laughing..and then when he was staring softly into my eyes..
i was awake~
still smiling of dat sweet moment..i tried really hard to continue my sleep n my dream..but i cant..
i dont know what is the meaning of this dream
it might be just a 'mainan tidur'
or
mybe bcos i watched SEPI..(he really looks like sein ruffedge in dat movie)
but
i'm happy..eventhough it is just a dream..
at least i had feel those happy feeling being together with him..
even it is just for a while..
its enough,, more than enough~
in real world..i'm still his biggest secret admire..
*menyukai seseorang yang bukan muhrim yg berlainan jantina tanpa si dia mengetahuinye adalah satu jihad*
(somebody told me that)
- p/s : tomorrow,, test jpj..wish me luck friends~