to be or not to be...

mood: none

have you ever heard of a book called 'the exchange'?

well, i'd finish reading the book recently,

its about a teenage boy who had lost his parents because of a car accident.

he is an addicted reader, you know what i mean?

he likes to read story books, no matter what story..it can be anything..

it can be a pirates fighting with a six-legged platypus,

or

a fairy princess who is on the road to find her true love(sounds cheesy right)

or

a battle between 2 kingdoms that results to be an epic war

or

wizards and witchcraft, full of chants and spells

seriously

it can be everything.

as long as it is a story, fictional one.

but he sucks in writing, people said the more you read, the more you ca

n write.

but he found out that he cant write, he'd try to write..but nothing came out from his mind to the paper. so he decided. he classify himself to be

a reader, not a writer.

the thing i like about the boy is, i think i have the same problem with him.

i like reading books, story books, biography, autobiography, history, literature,

you name it.

i'd once tried to write. a so-called love story

but i found out i dont have a proper ending for it.

so i left it unfinished half done.

i suppose i have to stick to be only a reader.

i feel excellent being one.

*now playing: Super Junior-Marry You

i know, you never see me as a girl, a girl you'd be attracted to

you be friend with me because

i'm a good listener,you can easily share things with me

but

do you know that i only be a good listener

to whom i love? and care?

you didn't know right..i guess u'll never know..

and whats that suppose to mean ainur?

are you saying here, you love him?

cut that crap sweetheart, you'll hurt yourself.

ok

i'll listen to my mind..

but what about my heart?

i pity her, i always ignore her,

sometimes i feel guilty..but this is for her own good.

ah~

never mind..being friend is more than enough

as long as theres reasons to talk to him

cheesy much lah ainur..

hihihi

*now playing: Super Junior-Shining Star

oh its freaking 15 days to go!!!!!

=D

my true loves are coming to Malaysia!

boys...embrace me, kiss me, surround me,fill me in with lots of your love

the 13 or at least 10 of you

and makes me happy that day, ok?

especially you, Cho Kyuhyun :)

this is it! :')

i'm one step away from my dream.

ooo my God

i'm all teary just by thinking of it

ALHAMDULILLAH

thats all i should say,

many times of it,

even its not that appropriate, you know..

being too happy for things like this,

going to a concert~

but its my dream and its once in a life time

i'll take this as a life experience

that can make me see things in a broader, more matured way

i'll be celebrating my 20th years of life 10 days after the concert

and ends my teen years

so yeah

this is surely the biggest, most precious birthday present I've ever had

by

a friend i treasured from i-know-nothing until now, still.

nurilya ellyna,, ELLY :')

i just want you to know, its not the ticket that makes me feel happy today,

its the thought,

the thought that you want to include me in this beautiful life experience

i could't help but to be all teary after you awarded me

with this great big surprise.

i feel so honored buddy.

you have all the thanks in the world from me

.

thanks Allah..thank you so much, you gave me a chance

to feel this tiny, little bit, of all the beautiful things

that you've created in this world

i feel blessed

even prettier, to experience it first hand with my buddy

ALHAMDULILLAH~

:)

.

the journey is yet to start,

i'll be doing countdowns for the time to come

bare with me readers

i'm a fangirl remember? ;)

now, i must be concentrating on my u-works

and

my upcoming exams

i'll be doing my very best to show to the boys that i'm working hard too,

just like them!

.

quoted by my buddy

"for now, there are TWO things in my life,

exams and this concert, only these two"

tomorrow

hopefully everything will be alright,

i'll be praying hard,

keeping my finger cross for anything bad to happen.

tomorrow is the key to my dream and its all depending on my buddy elly.

.

i wish you good luck and all the best

may our dream comes true

:)

.

cant wait cant wait!

oh warning peeps, i might be bragging about something

real soon..

clue?

SS3!

:D