my darling and my sweethearts ♥

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ok this post is especially made

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because i cant sleep

*laugh*

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this is me :)

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this is my darling

CHO KYUHYUN

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cant wait to see you next year!

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♥ kyuhyun oppa saranghaeo ♥

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and of course

all of you dear ♥

♥teukie oppa♥ heechul oppa♥ siwon oppa♥ yesung oppa♥ shindong oppa♥

♥sungmin oppa♥ donghae oppa♥ wookie oppa♥

♥hankyung oppa♥ kibum oppa♥ kangin oppa♥

cant wait! cant wait! ;)

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my fault yea my fault

haha! screw me! i kept on reminding myself that yesterday was elly's n today is nobody's. the whole day i tried to do something and anything NOT related to this topic. eventually, i did actually forget about today but because of this screw moment: i was happily browsing my facebook and then on the side bar, birthday: his name . nice one facebook! you did screw up my plan! hahaha! i cant forget the date. its like it already stuck in my memory FOREVER. please~ i need a break... oh and you know what i did when i realized that today is his birthday? this is the silliest part i think. i TEXT MESSAGE him! *shit!* ''happy birthday! may Allah bless you! have a blast one k'' with a big smiley. hahaha! :'(

maybe some of you will say, whats the big deal? its only a wish. yeah true. its only a wish,but whenever i accidently think about anything related to him, i feel the pain. a stabbing pain. so painful i can hardly breath. you didn't know so shut the hell up!

ok i'm totally not prepared for multimedia paper. scared. enough said.

''i'm just a little too not over you"

bye.

this doesn't need a day you know =)

date: 15th October

venue: anytime, anywhere

dear elly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

though you are not reading this, i just want you to know how lucky i am to have you as a friend, a sister, a pal, my BUDDY.i love you and always will do.

take good care of yourself and always be happy.

till then, hope to see you soon! =)

have a good day BUDDY!

my friend's =)

i stole this from my friend's favorite quotation @ facebook =)

they sound so good

and i desperately need some soul enrichment now..

i'm still in grieving mode yeah and

to be truth i didn't do my study for tomorrow yet..

i just can't :'( serious shit i'm trying hard but i can't

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i'll share here =)

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"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

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"My deepest fear is not that i'm inadequate, but my deepest fear is i am powerful beyond measure, it is our light not our darkness that frightens us the most, we ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

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PLEASE ALLAH..GIVE ME STRENGTH :'(

girls and guys part2

the answer is:

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the girl is head over heels crazy in love with the guy,

while the guy is having a crush with another girl...

the girl is severely heart broken right now

while the guy does not know anything

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laugh! laugh! laugh!

dear ♥

salam...

sorry peeps, i'm in my 'emo' mood,

you know..girls~

ryte! =)

so i want to dedicate this old song to my dear secret crush..

haha!

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time, how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me

You belong with me

-Taylor Swift-

=) to my dear secret crush... i wish you all the best for the upcoming exam :) i'll pray for the both of us ok! eventhough we are thousands miles apart, my thoughts for you will always stay in my heart ♥