syed n ayie..my sweetheart darling~

• (^ ^)
• this post is specially dedicated to my 2 new love of my life syed n ayie..i love them so much..
• please take care of them Ya Allah..
• i'll love them as much as i could..insyaallah~
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• Kittens kittens everywhere
• Kittens chewing on my hair
• Kittens climbing up my jeans
• Kittens hanging from the screens
• There's a kitten on each shoulder
• Will they do this when they're older?
• Kittens fighting on the chairs
• Kittens tumbling down the stairs
• There's a kitten on my head
• There's a kitten in the bread!
• There's a kitten in my shoe
• I don't believe we just have two!
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• -kitten kitten by William Wordsworth-

this is me :)

my adorable babies sleeping

ayie : bouncy baby

syed : genuinely graceful

notes : they r actually female kittens :P

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shall i compare thee to a summer's day?

• Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
• Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
• And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
• Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
• And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
• And every fair from fair sometime declines,
• By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
• But thy eternal summer shall not fade
• Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
• Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
• When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
• So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
• So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

• -william shakespeare-

• salam...hey!

• its been a long time since i last write..well, its not like i hv so many stories to be written here..just to remind me to may be writing a bit about whats going on with my life now..bcause i know there are people who are following this blog n crtainly want to see some new post here..

• my second semester just started for 2 weeks but i can barely catch my breath..assignments had been given n 2 of the presentations are to be ready by this monday..dont get me wrong,i'm not complaining about this here..just giving some information about the latest me. this monday, 1 or 2 of us will be chosen to do an english game for classmates, well of course my classmates are big enough to play this games which practically hv to be a game for teenager n its a must with 1 condition, students can not write in this activity,instead..there must be a physical activities n some speaking..well, if its not for the strict n fiercing lecturer this is not a very hard task..i'm planning for a mime game..students hv to guess what their friends representing for..its not a hard game, just for fun..n easy the tense we get in the class..well,lets just wait n see for the result :) wish me luck guys! i'm a student teacher!

• last night my friend buzz me on the ym.. the last time he buzz me was i think when i was still in my holiday which is 2 or 3 weeks ago.. after a brief how r u, n what r u doing now..he suddenly ask me this~

friend : is it wrong if we hv a lot of girlfriends?

ainur : well..it depends.. if they r just an ordinary friend, y not..

n after a whole bunch of q&a, i realised the problem he had is he sort of like this girl but he thinks he is not a good match to her..well i think, everybody is not perfect! i started giving advice which i'm not sure will work out for him or not..he might think i dont understand him, but believe me..i do understand his situation..i told him to confess the truth to that girl so at least if the girl dont like him in return..he can throw away that feeling from his heart..before that crush feeling grows bigger to love..n when he had trow that feeling out of his heart, he can fill in the space with a greater love to Him..since he said, when he is thinking about this stuff, his mind is not fully refresh..hhmm.. easy for me to say it i guess..n dats were the exact words he said to me..but then i replied, well sorry if i was acting like i'm not understanding ur situation..but i'm giving u some advice as a friend, we are only 18..for some reasons..our heart n mind is craving for a love between the opposite gender, n i'm not excluded..mybe it is just ur teenage heart..dont take it seriously..just take it as one of the crushes u hv for a girl,but this time, mybe a bigger crush, but still a crush..

n for that, he thanks me..for making him realised it..i'm not sure if the thanks needed bcos i'm not exactly helping..but i welcome it back..''dont forget ur studies! its not cheap to fly u to egypt although ur family might not feel it..but its not cheap..take care ok..salam~''

• not so happy with the result against blackburn last night but for some reasons i was like expecting this to happen..n its not a right thing to do..its like, better than we loose..i dont like it..we hv to be winning,not be happy with a draw..hhmm.. i miss liverpool winning in a row n scoring heaps of goals..dont get me wrong,i'm not changing my family crest..i still hv a red blood..it is my vow..i just miss the glory times..but i'm not ashamed..not at all..it mybe not our luck..i still hv the hope..YNWA~

• i miss my best buddy NURILYA ELLYNA...hope she is fine with her life..i'm so sorry i didnt hv the time..u take care ok dear~

• ''someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at the confusion,smile through the tears,and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason"

broken heart poem

I'll be fine, again.

It doesn't feel right to wake up without you.

Not when I can still hear your voice in these halls.

I painted your room to cover up everything,

but everyday I'm still trapped in these walls.

How I wish I could feel your touch.

Or even just your breath upon my neck.

I'd go insane if I tried to move on.

The only thing I can do, is try to forget.

They say everything happens for a reason,but why must I always feel this way?

I never would have imagined you'd slip from my hands,

leaving me behind, in misery, and pain.

The Doctor tells me the pain's all in my head,

but I know for a fact I feel it in what's left of my heart.

She won't prescribe me some medication,though I know she will soon have to start.

my friends all say I'll be fine.

They tell me to just move on.If only things were that simple,

but I can't let you go even when you are gone.

I removed your pictures from the wall,

but I still see your face when I close my eyes.

It's hard to deal with all of this sober,

but everyone says I'll heal in time.

• by Babigurlbroken

• posted on 09/19/2009

• i like dis poem..note dat Babigurlbroken is not me..i just like this poem because i can feel what she feel..i'm touched.. :'( dis girl is really writing her heart out..
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