this is it! :')

i'm one step away from my dream.

ooo my God

i'm all teary just by thinking of it

ALHAMDULILLAH

thats all i should say,

many times of it,

even its not that appropriate, you know..

being too happy for things like this,

going to a concert~

but its my dream and its once in a life time

i'll take this as a life experience

that can make me see things in a broader, more matured way

i'll be celebrating my 20th years of life 10 days after the concert

and ends my teen years

so yeah

this is surely the biggest, most precious birthday present I've ever had

by

a friend i treasured from i-know-nothing until now, still.

nurilya ellyna,, ELLY :')

i just want you to know, its not the ticket that makes me feel happy today,

its the thought,

the thought that you want to include me in this beautiful life experience

i could't help but to be all teary after you awarded me

with this great big surprise.

i feel so honored buddy.

you have all the thanks in the world from me

.

thanks Allah..thank you so much, you gave me a chance

to feel this tiny, little bit, of all the beautiful things

that you've created in this world

i feel blessed

even prettier, to experience it first hand with my buddy

ALHAMDULILLAH~

:)

.

the journey is yet to start,

i'll be doing countdowns for the time to come

bare with me readers

i'm a fangirl remember? ;)

now, i must be concentrating on my u-works

and

my upcoming exams

i'll be doing my very best to show to the boys that i'm working hard too,

just like them!

.

quoted by my buddy

"for now, there are TWO things in my life,

exams and this concert, only these two"

tomorrow

hopefully everything will be alright,

i'll be praying hard,

keeping my finger cross for anything bad to happen.

tomorrow is the key to my dream and its all depending on my buddy elly.

.

i wish you good luck and all the best

may our dream comes true

:)

.

cant wait cant wait!

oh warning peeps, i might be bragging about something

real soon..

clue?

SS3!

:D

this doesn't need a day you know =)

date: 15th October

venue: anytime, anywhere

dear elly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

though you are not reading this, i just want you to know how lucky i am to have you as a friend, a sister, a pal, my BUDDY.i love you and always will do.

take good care of yourself and always be happy.

till then, hope to see you soon! =)

have a good day BUDDY!

shall i compare thee to a summer's day?

• Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
• Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
• And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
• Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
• And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
• And every fair from fair sometime declines,
• By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
• But thy eternal summer shall not fade
• Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
• Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
• When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
• So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
• So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

• -william shakespeare-

• salam...hey!

• its been a long time since i last write..well, its not like i hv so many stories to be written here..just to remind me to may be writing a bit about whats going on with my life now..bcause i know there are people who are following this blog n crtainly want to see some new post here..

• my second semester just started for 2 weeks but i can barely catch my breath..assignments had been given n 2 of the presentations are to be ready by this monday..dont get me wrong,i'm not complaining about this here..just giving some information about the latest me. this monday, 1 or 2 of us will be chosen to do an english game for classmates, well of course my classmates are big enough to play this games which practically hv to be a game for teenager n its a must with 1 condition, students can not write in this activity,instead..there must be a physical activities n some speaking..well, if its not for the strict n fiercing lecturer this is not a very hard task..i'm planning for a mime game..students hv to guess what their friends representing for..its not a hard game, just for fun..n easy the tense we get in the class..well,lets just wait n see for the result :) wish me luck guys! i'm a student teacher!

• last night my friend buzz me on the ym.. the last time he buzz me was i think when i was still in my holiday which is 2 or 3 weeks ago.. after a brief how r u, n what r u doing now..he suddenly ask me this~

friend : is it wrong if we hv a lot of girlfriends?

ainur : well..it depends.. if they r just an ordinary friend, y not..

n after a whole bunch of q&a, i realised the problem he had is he sort of like this girl but he thinks he is not a good match to her..well i think, everybody is not perfect! i started giving advice which i'm not sure will work out for him or not..he might think i dont understand him, but believe me..i do understand his situation..i told him to confess the truth to that girl so at least if the girl dont like him in return..he can throw away that feeling from his heart..before that crush feeling grows bigger to love..n when he had trow that feeling out of his heart, he can fill in the space with a greater love to Him..since he said, when he is thinking about this stuff, his mind is not fully refresh..hhmm.. easy for me to say it i guess..n dats were the exact words he said to me..but then i replied, well sorry if i was acting like i'm not understanding ur situation..but i'm giving u some advice as a friend, we are only 18..for some reasons..our heart n mind is craving for a love between the opposite gender, n i'm not excluded..mybe it is just ur teenage heart..dont take it seriously..just take it as one of the crushes u hv for a girl,but this time, mybe a bigger crush, but still a crush..

n for that, he thanks me..for making him realised it..i'm not sure if the thanks needed bcos i'm not exactly helping..but i welcome it back..''dont forget ur studies! its not cheap to fly u to egypt although ur family might not feel it..but its not cheap..take care ok..salam~''

• not so happy with the result against blackburn last night but for some reasons i was like expecting this to happen..n its not a right thing to do..its like, better than we loose..i dont like it..we hv to be winning,not be happy with a draw..hhmm.. i miss liverpool winning in a row n scoring heaps of goals..dont get me wrong,i'm not changing my family crest..i still hv a red blood..it is my vow..i just miss the glory times..but i'm not ashamed..not at all..it mybe not our luck..i still hv the hope..YNWA~

• i miss my best buddy NURILYA ELLYNA...hope she is fine with her life..i'm so sorry i didnt hv the time..u take care ok dear~

• ''someday everything will all make perfect sense. so for now, laugh at the confusion,smile through the tears,and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason"

sayang~~

oh sygku intan payung.. sorry kte lme sgt x cntct awk.. kte bz gle.. dgn assignment x abes2, klas gnti sane sini, test, quiz, tensi la gak.. ni pon dis week x bole blik..sorry ye~

awk sihat x?

hope awk sentiase sihat...

bju rye kte x peach sgt la elly,,

kaler ala2 brick red..

xpe2..

nnti kte dah ckp ngn ibu kte nak bju kaler peach btul

(^^)

dah nak rye dah ni..

take care tau!

sye syg kamu~

ELLY!! PENTING NI!!

ni map nak gi msu..

senang je,,elly kn dah biase ngn shah alam kn..

kalau x clear tgok kat sini

http://www.msu.edu.my/v6/university_location.php

hehe...

good luck!

(^^)

TO MY DEAREST FRIEND~

dear..i'm so sorry for u..i'm so sorry dat ur heart is so hurt now..i'm sorry i dont do anything anything to help u..u might think i'm not concern about u anymore now ryte?? the truth buddy..i'm still thinking of u everyday, hows ur lyfe there treating u, hows ur study, hows everything!..i always want to call u n talk till we drop, share our stories, giggles together, cry together, ..but i'm just a student dat will use a lot of money for other things other than reloading my prepaid..so i'm sorry buddy..i'm really,really,really sorrry!